the world is acting "as if" and all the time
behind the veils. what is growing will be aborted before it comes
to fruition or to birthing.

All waiting for.............what, exactly?

The world is acting "as if" and I can hear the far away Rattle of the GhostDancers.

Who is to say if "as if" is as it is and always has been?

I will ask the Rattle Dancers. I will ask Grandfather. I hear him now across the veils and he says "wait". And he can see better than I.